Feeling Lost

I am feeling completely lost and out of direction right now. I had a weekend that was both great and bad at the same time. Two separate evenings with two completely polarized feelings. Today I was going to hit the ground running and get a bunch of things done, but I am feeling unmotivated and tired. I feel defeated today and there isn’t any cause for it. To my knowledge. I just feel ill. Hopefully I will find some strength today.